This is very true, I am indeed an open book and I hide nothing. I am as apt to talk about poop as I am about life's big questions, what would seem as a "normal" person, really, and I am no better or worse than anyone else. I just tend to say what is on my mind and in my heart, where many don't. Nothing is off limits.
And given that I had the most useless sleep last night I may not be firing on all cylinders today and I hate to lay blame anywhere, but this time is actually does go to the cat. For some unknown reason she decided to wake me up every time I fell asleep and then it would take me a little bit to go back to sleep.
You would have thought I had gone to bed with a concussion and she was my night nurse making sure I did not fall into a deep sleep or death perhaps. Seriously. She would get right in my face and her light touch on my nose would stir me or she would head butt me like she wanted me to roll over, to move and let her know I was still amongst the living.
This is a creature who most times appears to sleep a minimum of 22 hours a day and so I recognize that it may have been a true effort on her part to disrupt her pattern, bless her heart. And now that I am up and about she is once again sleeping. Even though I am tired I am grateful, for who knows why she did that but the universe? Was it a test for me? For her? For the both of us? There was absolutely nothing going on that I needed to be awakened for, nothing at all.
But since I do not know, maybe I was close to death in her opinion or maybe there were spirits visiting that she saw and wanted me to see, too. It happens here and normally I am aware of it when it does and I have my conversations with them BEFORE I go to sleep. On the other hand, I did ask my higher power to communicate with me and share some insight that I would recall when I awoke. And what I recall is not really being able to get a deep sleep because China kept waking me. What is the message there? I am still pondering it.
And the reason I shared this story is because:
I am an open book, I hide nothing and speak what is true for me.
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