This is not to say that I don't have weird dreams or weird days but since I don't label things I wouldn't really know if I had one of either. They are just dreams and days. Of course I choose what kind of day I will have each morning when I wake up, no one else can choose for me, not even my dreams.
And sure, I look for the deeper meaning of my dreams as I wake up and I recognize which are prophetic, which ones are just playful, which ones are guiding me and which ones are my brains way of working things out from the previous day. But they do not set the tone for my day, I do. And I simply choose to have joy filled days, no matter what they may hold in store for me.
I may seem, to those I live with, to be grumpy in the mornings, but really I am not, I just take a while to fully wake up and left to myself I am in my happy place. I don't snap at them when I see them, I just kind of mumble and they leave me be to wake up. They know me.
Many times it is because I did not wake from a dream and put it in my dream journal, thinking I would remember it in the morning, but I don't. So I am trying to recall them so that I can write them down and I need solitude to stay in that half awake and half asleep state. If I cannot get the details back I let it go and return to happy and wake up.
And then I go about my days happy, full of peace and joy and see where the day takes me. It is almost always pleasant. I will have the occasional days where my allergies will kick up and be uncomfortable and I can be a little pissy but I don't take it out on anyone, it is not their fault, why should I?
The point is I do not let anyone or anything determine the tone of my days, only I get to do that. And so I choose love and joy filled days.
There ya go :-D
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